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Chica BonitaMay 17 ReminiscingBefore we met,
Everything seemed to be right.
Before we met,
I felt no reason to write.
After getting to know you,
And spending time with you,
I finally thought that you were the right one.
I know that we once had our fun,
And you just had to abuse it.
Unlike you,
I treasured all the moments we shared.
Unlike you,
I really truly cared.
If there was any way for me to show it,
I wouldn't take my time.
As soon as I would get the chance,
I knew that I would fall into a trance.
Eventhough you meant the world to me,
I finally left my emotions run free.
After all the drama and depression,
I was able to find the translation.
What was said and done cannot be changed,
And things will never be the same.
- Natasha Pizzichini January 25 Love Abuse
I'm living life to the fullest, And with no regrets. So I'm finally starting to realize, That you I need to forget. After all the drama and shit I've heard, It only made me realize that I was a nerd. A nerd that was once inlove, But now whose heart got shattered into pieces. You've tried to mend it back, And never really succeeded. So now I'm still sitting here, Denying the fact that I like you. I tried my best to get you attention, But I know now its can't be won. With all the girls around you, I'm feeling like I blend. I want to be the one to stand out in your eyes, The one who makes everything worthwhile.
I want to know that you can trust me, And that you feel for me like I do you. Tell me what you want, And tell me that it's true. Tell me that you will not dare, Dare to leave me behind. And tell me that you care, So i wouldn't have to think, Think that my love is just being abused.
-Natasha Pizzichini November 30 Take CareEverything I've done for you,
You've always put me down.
Everytime I've tried to make things good,
You've always left me with a frown.
Now I wonder,
What it is you really want.
I can only give you one thing,
And that's my trust.
If you dont want it,
Then just simply give it back,
Cuz there are others who will truly admire it.
Eventhough you caused me pain,
I still find a way to love you.
Eventhough I hear these things,
I still find a way to trust you.
After all of this you've put me through,
What do you want me to do?
I can't be your little dog forever,
Just to sit and wait for you.
And now you're mad,
Cuz I've moved on,
But if you didn't treat me right,
How was I supposed to stay?
Now since you're happy,
With whatever you've got,
I hope that you can cherish it,
With all your heart.
- Natasha Pizzichini
October 26 EnclosedBreak me out,
Out of misery,
Out of my depression.
Take care of me and set me free.
Break this glass shield around me,
So that I can breathe.
Give me the strength I need to proceed.
Give me the courage to speak my mind.
Hold me tight and take my pain away.
Hold me so tight that we become one.
Stay close to me so I won't have to shout.
Stay so close, but still let me be.
Be open and let's both have fun.
Be open and enter my heart with this key.
You should have thought twice,
And kept me close to reach.
You should have thought twice,
About your needs.
Now that it's over,
I found someone new.
Now that it's over,
That new person is again you.
-Natasha Pizzichini October 24 ThoughtsI sit here thinking,
Thinking about the day we met.
I remember when we spoke,
I remember when we danced.
But what I remember most,
Is the connection we had.
After that day,
All I wanted to do is be with you.
And when that chance came,
It felt as if it would stay forever.
But after two nights,
It was back to being alone.
Up to now,
I yearn the warmth of your body next to mine.
I miss the way we stared into eachothers eyes.
The way you held me,
The things you said.
Whenever I think, dream, or speak about you,
I feel the butterflies in my stomach.
Guess that feeling means that I love you.
I wanna be with you forever.
You make me complete.
Without you,
I'd be lost.
Without you,
I'd be devastated.
Without you,
What would I be?
Whether anything happens or not,
I want to let you know what I feel.
I feel that you are the only one for me.
And I wait for the day,
To hear those sweet few words,
"Will you be with me?"
And I won't hesitate or make you wait.
Cuz I definitely do want to be with you.
-Natasha Pizzichini FeelingsYou've told me you loved me,
You told me you cared.
But tell me,
Could love be something you shared?
I have feelings for you,
And you say you have feelings for me too.
But the way your moving,
I don't know if you are prepared.
I've waited long days and nights,
Just to hear you say those words.
But I ask myself now,
How?
How could I have not been right?
I thought you were the one,
But I see your not.
The nightmare I was living,
Is finally..
Finally over.
-Natasha Pizzichini YouYou are my inspiration,
You are my sun.
If you were never present,
I wouldn't be worth a cent.
You're my strength,
My shining armor.
You are what I'm longing for.
When you hold me,
I don't want you to ever let go.
I don't want to be set free.
Just want you to know,
That no matter how much I fuss,
There will always be an "us."
-Natasha Pizzichini |
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